Here's a bit of background for you guys. This is a song I wrote on the bus ride up. Listening to a beat from Tech it just popped into my head. It's still a bit rough just let me know what you think.
You wanna how she makes from day to day?
Look at the scars , ain't it a damn shame?
No better way to deal than slicing away
Doesn't matter what I try it just ends up the same
The more I try to help her, the more she fucking hurts
Despite my attempts it just seems to get worse.
Maybe I should just leave her, resigned to her fate
Let her slowly be consumed by all that she hates.
She - Can't Take this anymore
She - Can't fight it anymore
Gonna take her blade slice away
1, stroke 2 stroke 3 stroke 4
And she won't stop till she can't feel it anymore
Staring back at a reflecation I hate,
The look in her eyes is always blank
Wish I could put one honest smile on her face
Yet I know she'll never be the same
So much drama, betrayel from those close.
How does she deal when they hurt her the most?
She followed my example, every single move
I 'd have told her to stop but I damn I understood.
I - don't want this anymore
I - don't want to fight this anymore
Gonna take my blade make each cut
1 stroke, 2 stroke, 3 stroke, 4
I don't wanna stop til I can't see her anymore.
Next thing I know I feel the sharp pain,
watching as she cuts her self and I do the same
Yet I still cant decide who started it first,
If she truely my reflection of was I hers first.
Hurts so much worse knowing she's me
That if I can't stop myself then neither can she
We'll be stuck together doing the dance
Til one of us finally snaps out of this trance.
Gotta face my demons and help myself.
Alone I hold her hand but no one else.
Not that they don't care, they just can't help
I'll pull her from the darkness and save her from herself
I - wont' take this anymore
I - won't fight this anymore
I strong enough to push my way though
1 time 2 times 3 times 4
And I won't stop til I don't hurt anymore.