I swear everytime something good happens in my life, something else has to ruin it. I'm in a new relationship, and hes amazing, but sometimes i just dont understand what goes on in his head. I do everything in my power to make him happy and feel loved and i treat him like a king. Becuz he is to me, but what do i have to show for it? nothing. A couple pictures and facebook statuses??? I just dont get it. I love him to death, and that makes it even harder for me becuz we go to school in different places, so i rarely get to see him. Ive been home on break for a month almost and i've seen him twice, becuz he's wit his boys. He says that he doesnt have fun with them anymore because he only thinks about me. but if thats the case, then why havent you been home?? Why havent you even made an effort to see me?? I really dont understand. and another thing, how come when i make a simple mistake you get mad at the whole world? i've never so much as flipped out on you, but you've been angry at me multiple times.
i had to vent, im sorry