Tia Mason's Blog (4)

Damn! I'm getting so fucking tired of people and their bullshit!

I do my best to stay the same and not be fake along with them.

But because I'm doing good for myself and making good decisions and moves,

I gotta be shunned and stigmatized.



People (my good friends) tell me its jealousy,

but tell me how, when the people who are "jealous"

have more than I do?

WTF is it??



I'm tryn my damnedest to blow it off

but nothing seeming to help exept… Continue

I swear everytime something good happens in my life, something else has to ruin it. I'm in a new relationship, and hes amazing, but sometimes i just dont understand what goes on in his head. I do everything in my power to make him happy and feel loved and i treat him like a king. Becuz he is to me, but what do i have to show for it? nothing. A couple pictures and facebook statuses??? I just dont get it. I love him to death, and that makes it even harder for me becuz we go to school in different… Continue

so this is like my third week in college... and already all my old friends are like fuckin' abandoning me becuz i wanted to better myself and get an education. my families health is literally fallin apart. and i just dont know what the fuck to do anymore. im bout to just give up and say fuck it all...

So i just graduated on Friday June 12th and I'll be going to Ferrum in august. It still hasnt hit me that I'm gunna be on my own yet....

I just wish that when i get to school, i find a guy and can be happy again. I really havent been the same since my best guy friend took my virginity and disappeared. im not even sure whos fault it is that he's gon..... anyway!!!!!!!! before i get all gushy lol, ever since i started listening to Tech, i've realized its ok for me to be who i am. So what if… Continue