Written (typed) to BLH-Meat

I only got enough money for a pack of pall malls

I know they taste like shit but hey, its hard as hell to ball...

...These days, Would much rather smoke Camel 99's yall ///

I've lived in a couple different states within the last 4 months

And by tryna find jobs in em? still no luck

Stuck, in the same situation, got my mind racin n pacin

Thankin, bout whats gonna happen if the gears dont start crankin

All i want is a good life for me and my baby ///

But the economy tells me "fuck you" employment's in the shitter

And the stress from all that can only get bigger

I'm about to fuckin snap from all the pain, anger & rigor

I need to make suntm bubble 'fore im lookin down the barrel, one finger on the trigger ///

Is there something fucking wrong with wantin to get your shit straight?!

Rake in the real money instead of gettin payed a bitch rate?

Apparently not in this life, but i wont let my kids have the same fate

Thats if i can ever even afford to have a kid before its too late! ///

I really hate to say that kinda shit, but what can ya do?

You shouldn't hafta make a decision between gas, diapers n food

Necessities have turned into luxuries

Pretty sure thats not what Kennedy wanted this country to do for you

( Chorus)

Man, I need to come up with a plan

Cant let life continue to be this fuckin bland

Even if i gotta rob an average Joe, Steve or Stan

To make that lovely green i gotta do whatever i can

verse 2

I dont even got enough money to fly my girl out here

She gotta use HER money and to me that sounds queer

Cuz i got that old-fashioned love n you dont find that these years

I just want her to be happy, big-ass smiles from ear to ear ///

I finally scored the top of the food chain, a Redhead, Queen of all queens

But im sittin here like a commoner, feelin nothin like a king

N with all the bullshit goin on, its hard not to let it get to me

I fuckin LOVE money, me without cash is like a bag of dope without a fiend

I dont mean to bitch but im sick n tired of feelin demeaned ///

It was never this hard to get employed, even when i was fifteen

The status quo of living these days is beyond sickening

It could've been prevented cuz this has ALL been foreseen

But nobody fuckin believed it, they was stuck in their Einstein dream

Thinkin nothin like this could ever happen, well open your eyes and see ///

dumb muthafuckers, its the consquences of our actions

Now everything we created is being reduced to nothing but fractions

I think its about time we tear down the government n set up our own factions

Why not? Anything is possible, dont ever let that pass ya

Be our own leaders, our own personal Fascist

I dont see the problem with that shit

Chorus

verse 3

I wake up everyday tryna see what i can hustle

Whether its sellin dope or pickin up shit with a shovel

Hey, ya cant be picky about your work, if ya do, your in trouble

Hell, I'd even take a job turnin rocks into rubble ///

Ya gotta take anything you can get, no option to pick n choose

Dontcha wanna have extra money for a case or 2 of booze?

I can tell ya right now, I sure in the fuck do

N the same would be said by the homeys in mine or your crew ///

Im sorry to say, but I'm really runnin out of options

So while yall stuck in the danger zone, Ima proceed without caution

Cuz i will NEVER give up, homey, my life's not an adoption

My hard work'll pay off soon enough, my effort is not an auction ///

Or at least i can hope, but really, what is hope?

Belief in suntm to happen butchu know it really wont?

It jus seems to me like a knot in life's rope

It'll jus piss you off like somebody elses pubes on your bar of soap

Chorus

wow, this turned out way better than i thought it would lol hell yea