Read ME

what up yall,

I've been writing all the time lately and i decided to post stuff up here as i make it. I guess this is some insight to me...rich the rocker, the rapper, the musician, the guitar player, the guy whatever. i got nothing else right now i just hope somebody sees this and likes it or whatever and if u dont whatever u can read and follow along post comments or responses. feel free

this is rich the rocker. this is me.

i'll start with this....

life has become a nightmare
im trapped inside of this hole
keep my dreams, they're right there,
feel like im losing my soul.
each day i go on fighting
writing, and hoping for more
wanna put my mind at peace
so i prepare for the war.
write pieces, write verses
the page never ends
chapters are rites
insight to the curse
the church cannot end
i got this beast within
telling me to speak
so i breathe deep
i got this heat to defend
i walk in the streets
with knees weak
but i keep draggin myself through the gutter
through the trash and the clutter
coping with smoke has doped
up my mind to the pain and i suffer
but still i wait for sleep
and can awake to my destiny
but im woken by the screams
of the demons who get the best of me
do u see the best in me?
enough to keep my heart
in my chest and see
the talent beyond this world
would you still invest in me?
im numb to the pain cause i cant take it
drives me insane
look in the mirror see whats in my brain
i dont fake it, im dark
i dont fake this, it's art
i'm pitch black cause the sun rays
has turned it's back on me now
i've seen brighter days
i've seen lighter ways
i'm hoping for a higher power some how
but where do i start to make
ends meet and leave marks?
i had grades, not no dummy no A's
im number one but i need a jumpstart
the car just wont start
i cant open up sometimes
cause it hurts so much inside
so i save this pain for my rhymes
when i write i aint got no breaks
ask for the end of my verse i aint got no brakes
cause i got what it takes
what more must i give
ive given this music shit my life
it's become my reason to live.