what up yall,

I've been writing all the time lately and i decided to post stuff up here as i make it. I guess this is some insight to me...rich the rocker, the rapper, the musician, the guitar player, the guy whatever. i got nothing else right now i just hope somebody sees this and likes it or whatever and if u dont whatever u can read and follow along post comments or responses. feel free

this is rich the rocker. this is me.

i'll start with this....

life has become a nightmare
im trapped inside of this hole
keep my dreams, they're right there,
feel like im losing my soul.
each day i go on fighting
writing, and hoping for more
wanna put my mind at peace
so i prepare for the war.
write pieces, write verses
the page never ends
chapters are rites
insight to the curse
the church cannot end
i got this beast within
telling me to speak
so i breathe deep
i got this heat to defend
i walk in the streets
with knees weak
but i keep draggin myself through the gutter
through the trash and the clutter
coping with smoke has doped
up my mind to the pain and i suffer
but still i wait for sleep
and can awake to my destiny
but im woken by the screams
of the demons who get the best of me
do u see the best in me?
enough to keep my heart
in my chest and see
the talent beyond this world
would you still invest in me?
im numb to the pain cause i cant take it
drives me insane
look in the mirror see whats in my brain
i dont fake it, im dark
i dont fake this, it's art
i'm pitch black cause the sun rays
has turned it's back on me now
i've seen brighter days
i've seen lighter ways
i'm hoping for a higher power some how
but where do i start to make
ends meet and leave marks?
i had grades, not no dummy no A's
im number one but i need a jumpstart
the car just wont start
i cant open up sometimes
cause it hurts so much inside
so i save this pain for my rhymes
when i write i aint got no breaks
ask for the end of my verse i aint got no brakes
cause i got what it takes
what more must i give
ive given this music shit my life
it's become my reason to live.

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you know you've kept me sane
through all this hate and pain
you cared for me when
all i could do is destroy my brain.
this life has been a game
i fight for every gain
so break me down
never wallow in fruitless shame.
i swallow, just bite my tongue
wont follow, just up and run
im on the path to show the world
its me look out now here i come
cause we get one shot
im gonna take my aim
sight in the bullseye
stare it down and
blast away the paint.
i never was a saint
but that don't make hell my nest
you read my life like a book
heart bleeds out of an open chest
like i forgot my vest.
like im dressed inside my best
and im in a casket
just got blasted
so lay me to rest.

this life is all ive got to live
this writes all that ive got to give
so this is my right
my rite of passage is
the passing of these words
these songs someday 2 my wife and kids
and if thats the way it becomes
tell my parents they never lost there only son
i can be number one and bring heat hotter than one thousand suns
the streets of one thousand guns
the houses from the block to the holy
places with monks and nuns
i aint goin religious now
but i need god on my side
cause when nobody riding shotgun
still imma need 2 drive.
thats how the true survive
would u look through these eyes
look at the tears ive cried
and see the strength
and will to strive.

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