Lyrics wrote on some low down down low shit listening to N9ne brought me out my funk and I wrote this well doin so.

I recently wrote this for the album I am writing, so it is not recorded or perfected yet.  It is in early stage, but, I wrote it while listenin to Suicide Letters.  Music is an art, and a great release.  It  may be controversial to some but I just cant hold back the truth of my mind, because I take my art personally.  You always know there is some out there that can relate, No one is ever alone in how their feelings sway from time to time.  If you happen to not agree I am sorry but this is the way I lay down my lyrics with my heart and soul, and, sometimes that isnt always nice to hear but it aint no bullshit.

"LET ME"

This is it ,I dont wanna go on

So sick of shit, this could be my last song

That I will have writ, feeling so gone

Sayin I only went a little bit, didnt make  it long

You dont what Ive been through and never quit, Your so fucking wrong

Just let me die

All those that have stood by

Please dont cry

I gave it my best try

But it always ends with why

So this is goodbye

You can act

Like I never wrote, this suicide note

Dont be sad, its a fact

Right now I just wanna choke

Be glad

My life was a joke, Im no longer alone and broke

Just hear me out, please listen

You dont know what its about, there was so much I was missin

Cant forget their shout, everyones always dissin

Long ago lost my clout, and these feeling have arisen

Sorry this is more than one page, but I just brokedown

From all my rage, should drown

Myself at this age, its a crime

To follow through with this stage, Its my choice to end my time

This you cant cage, but i know

I cant leave you cryin,  So

I'll just keep on tryin

Just let me die

All those that have stood by

Please dont cry

I gave it my best try

But it always ends with why

So this is goodbye

My fate, everything I do

Im always too late, tried to be true

Through all the hate, even to you

Turned out great, made me a fool

Try to relate, you cant walk in my shoes

Like I said, I aint jokin

Gun barrel to my head, leave it smokin

Runnin lines of blood red, stop hopin

Now Im dead, these are my broken

Thoughts that need fed

Believe that, Ive tried to  change

But its always so fast, to regain so much pain

This will be my last, look at my main

Hatred of my past, livin life so vain

Now I've slashed, razors through my veins

Just let me die

All those that have stood by

Please dont cry

I gave it my best try

But it always ends with why

So this is goodbye

Now I cant, be passed any more blame

Ill float away, from my life of shame

My last day, cause I know itll never be the same

But its alright, dont blame

Yourself I'll always remember that night, it was emotional wealth

This aint right, if only you knew all I felt

On my soul, there is a welt

My heart has a hole, that made me melt

down Ill never be whole, appear it on the outside

This must be the goal, of my lifes ride

I had to fold, cause in you I confide

Never gonna grow old, because tonight I died

Hope in death Im bold, and my soul has flied

The world was so cold, time I could no longer bide

Trust me, I tried to be stronger

Cant anyone see, why I couldnt hang on any longer

Just let me die

All those that have stood by

Please dont cry

Gave it my best try

But it always ends with why

So this is goodbye

And the rest, I must confess

Goes to my sister, its hard

Cause Ill miss her, even though shes part

from another mister, watch how you play your cards

Cause life is a blur, my hearts filled with you in every shard

So just remember

Hailey

I still love you on the daily

So please stay free.

DZ420 5/19/2011