Keep the heart days for your loved ones...
Flip up thumbs
I'll hitch hike in my mind till love comes, full circle'
I've only felt
the stickiness of when bodies melt
I'm the one pushed aside...LOVE
Look out the window till the rain comes
Atleast I have the love of my only son...now that's pure innocence
Is it that my craving is too decadent?
I HAVE TO
write like my heart is failing...
TOO young to have gone through all this ailing!
the love I dream of: maybe non-existent
U ask, how is it that I function when my heart is missing?
Should I let the darkness come out, and prey on the ones that appease me?
OR keep it sleazy,
the opposite sex can be so fuckin' greedy,
Ok u have chosen, then hold out your hand
and if u're a selfish man, I'll lead into the dreary land
until u're decayed, and your clothes are frayed,I'll take it day by day...
NO ONE will ever miss u...Yes u have been lead astray
I am your conscience eating at you from all your ways
The lonliest man that one has seen,
isn't it sad to crush all u're dreams
and bestow such pain, I am your mirrored image
I'm not disingenuous, look at it like a sacrilage
How much are you willing to give?
I laugh at all of this...
So bear witness
ALL u had to do was be the picture of lovliness, but u chose your way
I'm far past giving u hell to pay...
An indentured servant indefinitely
Then I ask you while my heart is pending.....DON'T U
WANT TO RE-THINK LOVE AND THE MESSAGE U R SENDING???
THEN I EVAPORATE,
YOUR ANSWER HAS CAME TOO LATE!
(it was hard to stop writing on this one, but I had to let it go)!